Why is it so hard to write? What is filling my mind with other thoughts and preventing word from reaching page? Maybe it is just this cold…this numbness that I feel. Maybe I’m just not ready for the ending yet. I can’t tell if it’s a weakness, a fault, a defect in me or if it is just a fact of life. I’m trying though it goes so slow now. Every paragraph is like a never-ending marathon. I’ll get there eventually though…I mean I have to get there. I’ve made promises that I cannot break. I want to finish for personal satisfaction and pride as well. One day I’ll get there. Consider this getting to the moon rather than getting to Everest’s peak. It just takes a little bit longer.
Keep on going, my dears. Never say die.
~Bella
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